How I Felt Right Now - Eps.2

Singalongsong
By. Khalil Fong



I wrote this song, it's not too long
Cause I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song, maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I don't know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Reff:
Oh... it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

I wrote this song, it's not too long
Cause I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
Maybe you want nothing at all
And how I wish you're meant to be
Forever and a day with me

Back to reff

In every way you mean more to me,
than you'll ever know
Girl I do my best to show these words are true
And if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words to sing
So we could write our own romance

Back to reff
Back to reff

Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

Ooohhh...

Jadi begitu...
Maaf deh kalo ternyata keberadaan gw cuma salah besar
Maaf deh kalo ternyata selama ini gw berlebihan
Maaf deh kalo ternyata sikap gw malah buat orang salah persepsi

Gak ada niat
Gak ada maksud...
Karena semua yang gw jalanin itu apa adanya kok
Semua yang gw bilang itu yang sebenarnya kok
Kalo gak suka, bilang gak suka
Kalo gw salah, bilang aja gw salah
Kalo ternyata keberadaan gw menganggu, kenapa gak bilang?

Sebesar itu salah gw buat lo semua?
Apa lagi sih yang salah dari gw sebenernya?
Emang gw sensitif
Emang gw perasa
Tapi seenggaknya gw gak munafik...
Gw bilang apa yang gw mau
Gw bilang apa yang gw tau
Gw bilang apa adanya

Trus apa lagi yang lo mau?
Apa lagi yang lo semua minta??

Gw cuma menjalani apa yang bisa gw jalanin
Selama gw bisa lakukan, gw akan kerjain
Itu yang dibilang berlebihan?

Sekalian aja hancurkan gw
Sekalian aja musnahkan gw
Daripada tanggung bicara
Daripada nyangkut di tenggorokan
Salah lagi gw...
Cuma karena kata semata???
Cuma karena itu???

Maaf kalo kadang ucapan gw salah
Maaf kalo kadang kata-kata gw berlebihan
Maaf kalo sampai buat lo semua salah persepsi
Maaf kalo kadang candaan gw kasar
Maaf kalo ternyata kepedulian gw malah jadi beban
Maaf kalo ternyata omongan gw cuma dianggap bicara semata
Maaf deh...

Gw gak sehebat itu kok
Cuma urus satu resto yang itupun masih nombok penjualannya
Gw gak sedahsyat itu kok
Cuma kebetulan novel gw ada yang mau bikin layar lebarnya
Gw gak secakap itu kok
Cuma kebetulan gw ketemu temen-temen yang hebat, toh... bisnis gw belom juga jebol
Gw gak sekreatif itu kok
Cuma kebetulan aja gw seorang penulis
Gw gak sepinter itu kok
Cuma kebetulan nyokap gw percaya gw urus bisnis properti dia
Gw gak seberuntung itu kok
Cuma kebetulan emang ada orang Jepang yang minta tolong sama gw...
Gw gak secerdas itu kok
Cuma kebetulan orang-orang di sekitar gw menganggap gw begitu
Gw gak se-ahli itu kok
Cuma kebetulan aja apa yang gw jual or apa yang gw kasih lagi gak kebetulan aja

Gw cuma seorang cewek yang kebetulan masih dikasihani oleh Tuhan
I do believe in miracle...
Itu berlebihan?
Gak... cuma sekedar ucapan
And everything is possible for me...
Ini yang berlebihan?
Masa sih... ini kan hanya motto hidup

Jadi masih anggap gw sehebat itu?
Masih anggap gw gembar-gembor?
Narsis itu penyakit gw...
Kebiasaan yang gak bisa hilang...
Karena dengan gw mencintai diri sendiri...
Gw mampu mencintai kalian yang berada di sekitar gw...

Masih salah?
Mana gw tau kalo gak diomongin...

Dan ehm... gara2 note ini, gw menyakiti hati seseorang euy...
Padahal gw cuma berniat mengkoreksi diri... in case gw juga salah sama yang
lain dan merasa gw kenapa gitu...
Gak ngerti deh, cara gw salah kali...
Entahlah...
Gw bingung...
Awalnya memang karena kalimat dia yang buat gw penasaran
Tapi karena gw gak dapet jawaban dari dia... akhirnya gw buat note ini
dengan sedikit rasa penasaran, tersinggung, takut juga bingung
Gw tag semua orang yang bisa gw tag...
Tapi ternyata dia malah tersinggung
Marah...
Dan bilang gak mau tau urusan gw lagi??
Cuma gara2 note ini??
Salahkah cara gw???

I think this suit for YOU and ME

Living life wouldn't mean that you have to do things right... to have eternal life after that
Living life would mean that you have to live it the way you want it, the way you think is right...
What I am babbling about?
SHE is the only reason for this...
Just her
Then why God's definition of love so different from everyone else's?
How can it be so different from mine?
When we all know that...
It simply... feels good... to love...
See...
Everything about me...
My whole body, my mind, my heart, my soul, my whole being points out to this person and tells me that what I'm feeling is not a lie
How can that be so bad in the eyes of so many?
And in the eyes of God?
I just don't get it
I was thinking...
Maybe it would have been better and easier if it was someone else...
But the thing is -- it's not
Why does it have to be her?
Why does it have to be ONLY her?
I'm going to be completely honest and spare myself from being dissillusioned
I just want..
ONE DAY to be with her...
Just one day...
That's all...
Nothing more, nothing less
I just want to be able to live that moment again...
To let my heart feel an overflow of emotions...
Is that too much to ask?

From Rome to Juliet... In Rome & Juliet
[Just wanted to share ** No copyright infringement intended**]

Hush Hush By PCD - Just a few of the words describe me much-check the red words

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me and listen to me
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day

I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong